A letter to god

dear god,
if you can hear me now,
if you can see me now,
help me,

cause i'm stumbling and i'm falling,
i feel weak and i'm breaking down,
the tears won't stop,
and i'm so lost,

my heart aches ever day,
for everything i can't take back,
i need you now more than ever,
dear god if you can hear me,

know that i'm sorry,
i'm no where near perfect,
but i'm still trying every day,
even though i just keep falling,

dear god,
will you help me now?
even though i'm not worthy?
i need to know you still care,

if you do,
steady me,
cause i'm so weak,
i can barely stand,

don't give up on me,
cause somehow through all my mistakes,
i've still got some faith left,
i still beleive there's something more,

god if you can hear me now,
know this is my letter to you.